It's a Small World After All...

Why does it seem like all the people that I love and who are dear to me always leave my life, and the people who I don't get along with (and don't really like) seem to weasel themselves into every aspect of my life???  This is NOT FAIR!  I mean, this girl from my past - who was flakey, spineless, timid, and overall just boring as hell - has come up twice in random ways over the past few weeks.  As in, she is the ex-girlfriend of someone who multiple people think would be a good match for me (but I'm thinking, how could we ever be a good match???  He has terrible taste in women!), and now, one of the boys that I'm very drawn to and whom I spend a good deal of time with (or at least we did in the past, back before studying for the LSAT took over his spring semester) just let me know that she is his co-counselor at EFY.  Gag me.  And I know he wanted me to be excited about that, but I was just like (in my head, of course), "Good luck not getting BORED TO DEATH this week!"  And also, what if she ensnares him using her feminine wiles (because maybe she's not boring to the opposite sex)!  Then she'll be all I hear about from him, and she'll prob be here in the picture, and I'll have to deal with her in person.  Ruh-tarded.  Oh wow.  Just look at how my mind blew that one out of proportion.  That's called catastrophizing.  I've been known to do it frequently.  Went into therapy for having negative thought patterns like that - they lead to depression.  Oh geez.  I don't want to be depressed again.  I just want to be HAPPY!!!  Can't all of these distasteful people just stay out of my life?  Why does it have to be such a horrible small world?????


This post's title came from this song (obvious though it may seem):
It's a Small World from the Disneyland Ride